Omggggg yay i'm so excited.

HEHEHE.

Lit is over, paper was good, I wrote blooddy 24 pages and my hand was cold and numb and wanted to drop off. Seriously I am in awe of myself hahahaha! I have never ever written so much in 3 hours and never had so many ideas in my head. I am so happy, have never been so happy over a paper.

Anyway, O levels has been such an experience? How Bella and I were lamenting to each other everyday about how we're just going to die and we were literally crying everyday and every night because we were so last minute about everything, especially history and ss! But, I think we did okay, right bella? heehee.

Or like how I think I screwed up quite a lot and omg I am just completely annoyed because of chem. How I studied so hard and still fumbled in the paper, which was actually very very easy(which means moderation UP). And umm. Physics, which was terrible in a way also? Because I want an A1 for physics but i was focusing too much on chem(which was like completely futile!) and i only started my physics rev the day before exams. Buttttt! I think it was still quite a feat to finish the whole TYS from 1999 to 2005 in just a day.

AHHHH WELL..

If I do manage to get below 10 points with all that slipshod, last-minute revision it is really quite a miracle. Hahahha. So much for how C and I used to spend our time reiterating how O levels is easy and how we'll get 8A1s. I mean, it's quite silly. But Os is seriously completely not difficult at all. It's only because we slacked around so much. Like most of us only seriously geared up one or two weeks before exam?

Omg I just realised how I sound as if I'm giving reflection for Os which is not even over at all.
But seriously, O levels is literally over when literature is over, right C!?!?!!
WINK WINK.

But I am still going to study of course. After screwing up my paper two chem like that, I need to get full marks or something for paper 1. AND HIGHER CHINESE. omg of course I WILL study for it. It's a cardinal sin not to study for major exams.

AIYA. I actually have so much more dry expostulations about Os to mention BUT omg I will just go and tell Bella about it in private since it's boring and stupid and PITIABLE and she is used to me complaining just like how I am used to her complaining.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. no lah. it's like if I tell other people about it they will just wack my head for being so sloppy.

But I really really love my parents more now because they were so caring during the whole time, and they would pray for me every morning and night, and encourage me, and my little brother would come and say "Guineeeevere, it's okay!" and give me a hug when he sensed that I had a bad paper, (I KNOW CHERYL YOU WILL READ THIS AND GO, OH SO CUTE OKAY!), and my sister would stick around me and make me lunch and buy me sweets and presents when I was moody and stuff, and even my cold, reserved brother would tell me stuff to encourage me. only my oldest brother didn't do anything okay!
TUT TUT.

But anyway I am never never going to be so last-minute when it is so important ever again la!

oh ya. I still played a lot during my Os okay. I watched the whole cycle 12 of ANTM and omgggg it is like jump up and down nice okay!!!
I love episode 8 especially.











SO FUNNY!
How Allison and Celia and Kortnie tried to catch birds and fool around with their challenge wins or have food fight, and Natalie sleeping everywhere and omgggg Sandra's "I am here to be America's Next Top Model" and her picking her nose on international TV. OMGOMGOMGOMG.
AND I LOVEEEE ALLISON.
I am so hyped up now and I went to see allison's flickr and I think she's so quirky and talented.
And I love Celia in a way as well. And Kortnie because she's so pretty. And London because she's so cute.

ANYWAY GO WATCH OR JUST DIE??? SERIOUSLY.

I think this is the best cycle of all. cycle 13 is so boring. cycle 12 is so completely diverse because everyone has character. omggg. I love how aminat likes to bitch around the place because it completely adds comic flavour to the whole show!

& NIGEL BARKER.
SOOOOOOO SEXY OK! I love his english accent and his mannerisms and just the air around him. Omg. Since when do you see ASIANS who are able to to actually have an aura around them(because there are NONE)! And it's not like he's isn't hot or handsome, and in fact he's pretty old, but he is just extreeemely sexy. He just brings ideal to a whole new level!

OMGGGGGGGGGG i am so happy.

I bought Far From the Madding Crowd, by Thomas Hardy today which means I have a new read, I am going to watch Pride and Prejudice and BOF(once Charissa finishes watching it for the THIRD time-.-) andddddd. I am going to finish watching other stuff like cycle 11 and playing other games and teeheee. I mean I don't really feel interested in Os for today.

BYEBYEEEEE!!!!
(bloody long post)

schizo little boy

I mean, it is such a stupid and ridiculous thing to do!!
RIGHT ANOT KAY???
The worst part is he believes i managed to be tricked, hahaha.
Hello, I probably have more brains than you????

GO FOCUS ON YOUR OS INSTEAD. (:

Anyway, today I did a paper one and I got 76/80!
i have never never gotten so high before okay!!!



this pic makes me laugh! HAHAHAHAHAAAAAA.




i am working very very hard.



But, it's getting progressively harder to work hard!
At least I'm feeling less despondent now.
I'm v irritated with chem. I worked so hard for it and when I start doing the papers I still don't know how to apply everything! Especially salt questions etc.

Drives me nuts.

by the way, i finished humans, hehehe. Venice, bonding Singapore, globalisation, communist russia, nazi germany, fascist Japan, WAR IN ASIA-PACIFIC, and i even did Northern Island and tamil tigers just in case.

In the end I still did both japan chapters even if I complained so much, even if the Suen influenced me so badly to just drop it. HAHA. I DID OK.

(But please just come out Stalin and Venice??? SS decontextualised source-based, CMC for history?? Just make our lives easier, for goodness' sake.)

The bad thing is I haven't even started on physics and lit AMND(supposed to get A1 for both??).
And i haven't gotten back my ez-link from mr Govind since prelims! I was scheming to get it back after I graduated so i don't have to do detention/run/whatever nonsense.
BUT I NEED IT FOR Os!

Anyway remember your verification slip on Monday ok. (:

Love & God Bless!

Paroxyms of something really oxymoronic

as in, if i match that something with paroxysm, it'll be really oxymoronic.
But then, it's the TRUTH. about evrything being oxymoronic and stuff, and there's no better way to put it/ no better words to describe it.

I can't believe not even a month has past since I supposedly stopped caring.
what a jokeeee.

ANYWAY. THERE'S FIVE MORE DAYS LEFT AND I HAVE 5 SUBJECTS TO COMPLETE.

I think that is a big deal, hahahaah.
I have to squeeze all my humans in one day. each chapter takes me three-four hours and i have 4/7 chapters left UNDONE. 4 times 4 equals sixteen hours!

And. What about my chem? or my physics? this is crazy, i really hate myself for not being able to concentrate even NOW, like FIVE days away from Os.

And don't even get me started on chinese?? I wanted to do some work for chinese but looks like I can't. Have you ever tried going for a major, life-changing exam without preparing??

Point is I'm really really scared. :(